Sometimes when we are lounging around together, or playing, I put my fingers to Jos’s lips. He always opens his mouth for me to put them in. Sometimes I just touch his tongue, or the roof of his mouth, or feel his teeth. Sometimes I push my fingers into his throat a little bit (gently, really, and not very far) to see if he can accept them, stay calm, and not choke.
He doesn’t particularly kink for this, but I do. What I love most of all is the simple, submissive act of him opening his mouth for me. He feels my fingers there, and just opens his mouth. (Oh, hotness.)
I love opening, in general. This morning in the car I was thinking how nice it would be if his whole body was like his mouth – if he always opened for me, at my touch. I got very turned on at this somewhat abstract thought.
Sometimes I will go to grab a nipple or something, and because I’ve moved quickly or am fooling around, he’ll cover himself defensively. And then I often cock my head to the side and look at him a bit sternly, and he moves his arms away and gives me access.
I want it to be like that all the time. I want him to see my hand coming and open himself to anything I might do next. If I touch his thighs, I want him to part them for me. (He so often does all of this.)
I get a similar feeling when I go to put a cuff on his wrist, and he gives me his arm, palm up. If the palm were down, it wouldn’t be nearly as hot. But just that simple act of submission – the palm out and up, the wrist ready to receive bondage – is beautiful and sexy to me. It moves me every time.
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BP // 13 February 2008 at 5:33 pm
And then I often cock my head to the side and look at him a bit sternly
This is so true – my Mistress does the same thing. When we’re “playing around” she’d kick or hit me or something like that and I always block or cover. Then she looks at me with that look: “What do you think you’re doing? You can’t block me!” (which is very hot to me), so the next position for me is hands behind me, so that she could hit me again without any interference.
Destiny // 14 February 2008 at 7:04 am
“What I love most of all is the simple, submissive act of him opening his mouth for me.”
very nice, the whole thing, but i liked that line best.
Destiny’s chance
susans.pet // 17 February 2008 at 5:24 pm
Trust is a very important feeling between two people. Without it only an adversarial relationship is possible. It is dear and wonderful that the two of you have this. I have experienced this with my wife, and can easily put myself into the scenarios that you so well described. I can also see it from your vantage. It is indeed sensual and satisfying.